I'm completely lost. I don't know what or what I'm doing.
Don't know what I want to work in. Don't know what I want to do.
I feel time is running out, and I shouldn't feel this old at 34.
I'm never going to have a relationship, someone by my side, to love and care for and enjoy life. Which of course means, that I'll also never have kids. To nurture and love and watch them grow.
I am lost. Lost in myself the world and everything around me.
I'm lost and I'm withering away...