This is ridiculous! How did I get to this?! CENSORED
I feel angry and dejected. Yet I shouldn't!! At all. How has it come to this? CENSORED
I know, I know. Friends expect nothing, judge not and are always there. I know because I believe in it, I preach it! CENSORED
CENSORED And I don't understand why. It makes me sad. No, that's not the exact word. Maybe disappointed, and confused. Again. I seem to be using that word a lot lately.
I used to be very good at seeing things, now I see nothing. Feelings do really get in the way of a clear mind....